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Just another way to say I Love You.

The wind is blowing slow

Slowly whispering your name

I’m gazing at the sky

As it is slowely shifting shape

I close my eyes

I’m getting fond of this game

I don’t even realise

That I’m whispering the same.

 

**This Poem was dedicated to Ms. Spufi Gutain.

Posted in Love, poetry

Open Spots.

Every time you ignored me,

You left me with an open spot

Someone always filled in for you

The more you avoided me,

the more you were replaced

Now, You have no place in my heart.

Posted in My Life :)

My little Vacation Plan.

Hello there! I am finally done with my exams and have a LOT of spare time. I can without effort spend my vacations browsing the INTERNET and listening to evergreen Indian songs. But, I have to spend my time into time something productive. So here’s what I have decided to do.

  1. Learn Spanish.
  2. Learn how to write academic essays( Because I’ll need it at the university)
  3. Do a critical review of a book.
  4. Spend time with my friends.

This is kind of it because I have only a month’s vacation because on June 18th I’ll be moving out. I am also very happy to give more time to blogging. Thank you for reading. Have a good day.

Posted in Life Update ;)

Letting Go

Hello, Okay, first of all, thank you for reading I know this is usually said at the end of the post. But no one really reads what you write these days because obviously, they have better things to read than a teenager’s blog. I really don’t know why I am writing this post maybe the reason is there are a lot of things going on in my head and I want to share them with someone and what is better than blogging anonymously. I would soon be leaving my current city and moving to a new one I am very excited for it but I have some fears too.

I am happy that I’ll leave this city and move somewhere, where I will be having a clean slate and can develop myself as a better human. The only concern is I am leaving a lot behind. I have my family, My best friends with whom I’ve spent my life with. I also very concerned about the girl I’m in love with. I know we love each other and she has told me about it. I have tried long distance before and I can say it without hesitation IT SUCKS( sorry to all those who are in a long distance relationship right now, it sucked for me doesn’t mean it will be the same for you)

I am really afraid that all the people I know might change when I come back. All those I knew deeply could become strangers. What if the girl I love does not acknowledge me. What if she has a change of heart. One of my fears is what if I change myself and not notice it. I know it will e devasting if those who love me say that you have changed. It is kind of like saying you are not the person I loved. I just hope I don’t change neither do the ones I want to surround myself with.

Thanks a lot! You read the whole thing. Though I might not know who you are it means a lot you read it. Please drop a comment or send me an E-mail on vester.miles@gmail.com. I can talk about the Universe, God, Love, Philosophy and Comics.

Posted in poetry

Blinded

Light will show and light will blind,

My arms are weak but there’s one last fight

Perhaps with new eyes the world I’ll see

But blinded the world is and blinded is me.

 

It’s just too beautiful to notice,

You push me as hard as you can

But hold my hand so tight it hurts

Then you tell me I love you.

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Words.

I want my words to be like the smile on your face,

Simple, genuine and yet provoking. 

Posted in Life As A Teenager, Love, poetry, Thoughts

A Message For a Loner…

A deep fear of losing you

A restless urge to let you go

Eyes seeking forgiveness

Not the same you used to know

I look at your lazy smile

and the crazy heart within

I write my heartbeats in cursive

Let a new story begin…

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All That I Need

A bunch of old photos

Are eyeful to see

A handful of heart

And some heartbeats

A head full of melodies

And some songs to sing

Your hand in mine

Is all that I need…

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A Step Ahead…

hey! thanks for stopping by… It is a totally packed week and I was looking for some time to blog. It has been going great for me as I mention in some earlier posts that I had applied for a University Entrance. I appeared for the entrance test and cleared it. I have been really happy since then. I have also been scoring well in the internal tests that were held in my school and was the 2nd most scorer. Things are going well and I have a plan for the following week. I have to appear for a personal interview for the same university. I really want it to work out as it’s a really good institution with a GREAT culture. It will also give me some freedom and I’ll spend 3 years away from home. It will help me in exploring myself more and also make me more self-dependent. If that does not happen and I so hope it does. I will have to look at opportunities in my city itself. I have also moved forward in my relationships and that too is going really well. If I crack the Interviews too. She is looking at moving to Bangalore with me. That actually tells me that she is really serious about it. I still have some minor things to do. I have to decide what to wear, plan how I’ll go to the venue and collect letters of recommendation. I have prepared for the interview and I hope it goes well. I have to practice some breathing exercises to get over the initial nervousness that I face. Other than that. ALL IS WELL 😉